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date/time Thursday, October 06, 2005,9:45:00 PM
the words you said were probably all lies to make me feel happy. it was a trap and i fell right into it without realising it until now. i was just yr toy aft all. and i guess im not yr first toy and yr last toy. i placed all my trust in you. when other ppl first told me that you mayb not true to me, i didn believe them. i stood up for you. but i just found out that the stuff you did to me was just a part of your routine. those words did not come out truely from your heart. it's like watching you put up a show repeatedly only with different actors. and it's really really hard to continue watching. i shall just cry myself to death now. went bugis, then to united square, then to novena square today with wan er, simin and nick. took neos and my legs are breaking apart soon. and i remember this little boy i see today that seemed to appear everywhere i go. i almost wanted to shuffle his hair when i first saw him. he's really cute. exams are finally over. and there's nothing else more to keep me busy. i rather there's something for me to do now. no school tomorrow and monday. and im extremely happy about that. okay.. i shall let myself rot at home and do nothing ): mayb i'll just get drowned in the nick's pool on sunday, so everything will be over.
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Jovina.
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