always.

date/time Thursday, August 31, 2006,9:11:00 PM

HELLO. PAULINE HERE. :D

it's 9pm on a thursday night and i'm at jingmin's place. HAHAHA!
my first sleepover at a friend's place. (= *jingmin feels honoured to know this.

teacher's day today! had some celabrations stuffs in school, then went to hang out with jingmin at her class's pizza party. didn't eat though. DIET(: urm. hanged around in school. stoned together then left school and parted. *CRIES* HAHAHA! went back to greenridge. LOTSA PEOPLE WENT BACK TODAY! hmm. luckily i went back too. (=

had to leave early to come over to sengkang to meet jingmin. so left even before the twenty of us got to even take a seat at pizza hut. -.- was on the phone half the way there. (:

lalala. met jingmin. wanted to go to orchard. but since i was wearing shirt and fbts -.- we went to jingmin's house to change into her stnicks pinafore. AHHAHA SO COOL RIGHT! BUT BUT. her mum say so late then go all the way to orchard..blahblah.. hmm. bathed and went to kovan instead. we went there to take neoprints in stnicks attire. but silly jingmin muddled up and there was NO neoprint shop there. -faints- so walked around and had dinner, then went back to compass point. walked walked. jingmin: EH. here got arcade! arcade got neoprints one! hahah! but we couldn't go in because we were in uniform! so we went to some staircase way nearby and took out our pinafore. HAHAHAHA! DAMN FUNNAYE. and got people walk pass can. -.- went into the arcade, and realised we could only pay through the arcade card thingo. and the neoprint booth thingy curtain was only half lengthed. O.o so we cuoldnt make it anyway. and jingmin got chased out cuz she was wearing stnicks pe shirt. so we went back to the staircase place and put on our pinafores again. HAHAHAHA IT'S DAMN FUNNNY. okay. (: i think that's all that's interesting that happened.

okay and i just chose what im gonna wear tmr. hahah! we're watching saw tonight. XD

ps, this post sounds funny coming from me. i don't post like this on my blog, do i? =/

date/time Monday, August 28, 2006,11:51:00 PM

too tired to blog but i still must list down another accomplishment i made in my life which was to run 6.8 km = 17 rounds of track today during training when i cant even much handle 2.4 km for napfa.. maybe tt's pretty little for the trackers and mijie most probably dont even feel impressed abt that.. but well, im still proud of myself. Thinking back, jeanne helped me alot. she keep going on, "jingmin, all the way, you can do it. we're going to reach soon." then there was this time she told me think about the 100 plus we're gg to get after the run to spur me on. i felt like laughing but i couldn. too tired to even smile back at her. anyway i just want to say thanks again, jeanne. if werent for you, i'll probably die running up the up-sloping pavement already. thanks (:

and much thanks to my chatting buddy too for listening to my complaints. ure a good chatting buddy and it feels like having another brother ((:

date/time Wednesday, August 23, 2006,10:57:00 PM

today marks the end of AYE CAPTAIN! thanks for all the support from the people who bought drinks from the drink stall and ppl who signed up for the captain's ball competition. hope everyone had fun during the games. because i had lots of fun though there was a bit of "troublesome" matters ytd.

i had fun mending the drink stall during these three days. it always gives me a sense of satisfaction for every cup of drinks i sold (: (our best supporter for our drink stall is of course none other than yong qiang! he kinda bought 6 cups of drinks from the stall all together since day one)
umpiring was fun too. though the whistle was abit off sound.

but i still love today the most. had so much fun with hazel and pauline. we were doing passes in all sorts of funny ways. there was the highest point, lop passes and even the lying on the floor one. BUT.. playing halfway through, hazel called me JINGWEN! and she said, "huh? i thought your name was jingwen? not meh?" so she had been calling me jingwen for these whole 3 weeks. i didn even notice it cause she doesn call me by my name and i just knew her like one month ago? this is frustrating and she's so not the only one. blahh.

date/time Tuesday, August 22, 2006,11:13:00 PM

nobody seems to be getting anything in.
i really wonder if anyone really bother to slow down their pace to just listen to the people who are trying so hard to tell them something.
trying so hard to reach out to them.
but everyone seems so faraway even if you're right beside me.
many are just so engrossed in their own lives.
and not many really actually bother to lend others a listening ear.
if you all really go think about it, you will realise you know almost nothing about me. i dare say that almost all of you know not more than 10% of me.

at times when you really want to sit down and start pouring things out,
you'll realise they either don't understand or can't be bothered to.
or even trivalise my problems.
therefore what's the point?
you can only see my tears but not my pain.
you can wipe my tears but not heal the pain.
it's all within yourself.

i decided that my tears and blood should all go behind that very door from now onwards.

date/time Saturday, August 19, 2006,11:18:00 PM

njc alumni day today. we played netball with the alumni ppl. A little boy played as GK during one quarter of the game (: really cute. apparently he's short and sam can jump really high so he kept making futile efforts to block her and it appeared really cute and funny in the end. and the game was pretty fun i guess.
after the game, joey pauline cherie me and both ms lims went to giant to get drinks for AYE CAPTAIN. we'll be setting a drink stall over there so please if you know you're a friend of mine, please go support us and buy a drink esp the ones who signed up for the competition.. OR ELSE. eh hum.. (: also there will be a shooting out stall there for anyone who wants to try scoring as many goals as possible in one minute. i simply cant wait for monday to wed.
went estivo to mug with pauline again. halfway through i fell asleep on the table. pauline was tired too. so we decided to talk instead. and we came up with a table of similarities and differences between pauline and jing min. here goes:

Similarities:
-we both use two straws when drinking.
-we both love netball
-we are super slow in maths
-we have the same shoes
-we wear contacts lenses
-the people we like and dislike are mostly the same
-we love round-cut fbts
-our best subject is biology
-we love shooting
-we fall asleep when doing maths hw

Differences:
-for any drinks from the sch drink stall, she loves the jelly but i love the pearls.
-she likes tigger but i like eeyore
-she hates mayonaise i love mayonaise
-she loves chocolate but i dont.
-she's neat but im not.

okay. i cant remember anything more.. so the conclusion is we're very alike in some ways (:

after that i went for dinner with my family and since we had nothing to do we went to walk around the bukit timah hill. pretty stupid isnt it? it was my bro's idea to go look at monkeys not mine. so.. there is my bro and me (: the scenery behind is really nice tho. and one last thing. i still dont think he looks like a 21 years old guy.

date/time Friday, August 18, 2006,11:35:00 PM

you said this to me: "i dont know much about you really." so, now i'm asking you what do you want to know about me. there's really nothing to know really. i know you just want to find out what's troubling me so much. but i really cant bring myself to tell anyone that little history of me. and trust me that you wont want to know it either. it's not that i lack faith in you but instead i lack faith of that very thing you wishes to give me. i know it was wrong of me right from the beginning for not telling you the truth but please probe no more. i beg you.

date/time Monday, August 14, 2006,11:48:00 PM

it was one of the most fun trainings we ever had today. played a friendly match against the tennis team of mixed both guys and girls. it was a fun match except a few injuries here and there. poor pauline kind of twisted her ankle and i scraped my knees. we both have scraped knees now. ms lim placed us all in different positions to try out i guess. i tried all except WD. all seems okay to me. there's many funny moments here and there. however as the game approached the end, almost the whole tennis team was made up of guys. yeah well they're really tall so cant really defend them either. hmm. i dont know the results actually, forgot to ask ms lim. as i said it was a just friendly match.. (:

this is just like a deja vu

date/time Wednesday, August 09, 2006,5:07:00 PM

here's a really spastic photo of xiuhui. wanted to put it on my blog long time ago but keep forgetting. wanyun and i took the photo while trying to teach her how to smile properly or "non-spastically" but it seems to be quite unsuccessful isn't it?? ((:

yupp so we went to bugis after sch. it was quite fun really. we saw many "BATMANs" and "SUPERMANs" around. i wonder what they stand for ((: wanyun couldn't join us cos of her vocal exams. i saw many ppl while shopping. at bugis i saw geraldine my pri sch fren. i said hi first and she was like "oh hi! oh shit. what's yr name? errrr.... ya! ure's jingmin!" then she took my hp no and we said bye. ltr we went PS. i saw jean and her frens there. and i saw lirong too. i guess everyone's out enjoying their half day too (: i simply love half days (:

date/time Monday, August 07, 2006,9:18:00 PM

my puny brain was tortured by my whole class's the "what's next" joke. we keep going on and on about it. i cant stand not figuring out wad the whole joke suppose to mean. and apparently, after the sch dismissal, only a few ppl still doesnt get it. like me and xiuhui. everyone knew the answers to everything then we two just keep "huhing" over there and nobody wants to tell us the answers. xiuhui started to give me the "Listen very carefully, how mant mehs mehs (mean goats) jump over the wall?" joke and i have to start thinking all over again. i couldn get the answers at all even after she went for her third lang class.
confused, i went for training and "master" pauline helped me solve the what's next joke. she solved it only after hearing it ONE time.. i heard millions of time but still cant get it. tt's like so not fair.. before the training, pauline, me, joey, cherie, jeanne and yao en sat there and they helped me to figure out the mystery behind all the jokes. there's the johnny johnny whoosh one, the goat one, the some whakipaki person likes this and that joke. and i finally finally solved all of them okay.. pauline scolded me slow for countless times and joey kept laughing at me and cherie just cant believe how slow i can get. yeah as im typing out this post, pauline sent an instant message over to comment that im slow again. but i love the jokes (:
after training, there was a little voting session to choose the captain, vice captain, secretary+treasurer and some other posts which i cant really remember.. it was kind of awkward.. wells.. haha. fine training though ((:

BUGIS TML WITH MY XIUHUI DARLING (: i so cant wait

date/time Tuesday, August 01, 2006,8:32:00 PM

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY, MY DEAREST BROTHER, HU ZHENHAO!!

okay last night or in fact this morning my bro's friends came to our house to give a BIG surprise for my bro since it's his birthday. arent they sweet? a bunch of guys somemore. they came with the cake and presents. it was like twelve plus in the morning. i was sleeping in my room and these guys' voices woke me up. i got a shock and changed before heading outside to the living room. didn really care how my hair looked cos didn expect cute guys out there anyway since they're from hwa chong and chinese high. BUT...
GUESS WAD! i thought i was watching some hunk modelling show or sth. all of them are so simply "wow". so in the end i malu myself. they were like " aye, wake up already arh? finally. can take photo now!" how embarrassing can things get? ):

*my conversation with my bro after his friends left:
me: oi, wad happened to you?
bro: wad happened to me?
me: they were your water polo team mates right? so you all trained tgt last time?
bro: yeah...
me: so you are all of almost the same age right
bro: no la some older. why you interested in them arh?
me: hah. no. i just want to tell you that you look like a primary kid standing beside them.

(((: so for that, he made sure i didn have a peaceful night of sleep.
okay enough of the birthday party. talk abt sch today. not much actually:

> a damn cold morning. sat at grandstand with the usual morning clique
>listened to xiuhui's complains for not being able to see her darling in the morning.
>listened to denise criticising my hair. "it's getting weirder everyday."
>assembly with denise singing the college anthem to the whole school. i made sure i sniggered at her

>survived throught ting xie with wen lao shi

>wore the ACS jacket from xiuhui's bro. it was really comfortable. but mr lim commented about the classroom getting hotter during the lesson. i swear he was starring at me and the jacket at that very moment.

>end of sch. went to buy bro's birthday present

>walked all around amk central and finally decided on a black polo tee from giordano. took the tee to the cashier. the tee was black and size L by the way. so i cant believe it when she asked me,"hello, do you wish to try the shirt before purchasing? it looks abit too big on you." so.. i smiled sweetly and said patiently," no.it's for my bro actually." but inside i feel like smacking someone.

>as usual, i took bus 86 home. was so tired tt i fell asleep on the bus. i guess my head;s too heavy to stay in place so it kind of droop to the rightside SUDDENLY, and "bang" i hit against the glass pane. the bang sound was so loud that it gave this auntie who's sitting beside me a shock. i think some ppl were laughing behind me so i decided to keep my eyes closed throughout the whole journey home. oh gosh it's so embarrassing.

yupp. wad a stupid day isnt it? i bet if wanyun or xiuhui or pauline knows about this, they'll laugh their heads off. there's swimming lessons tml. hope there wont be anymore embarrassing moments like falling into the pool instead of diving in.