took one whole day to tidy up my messy room. there was so much papers to clear and had to store them into files. have to throw alot of my stuff away. because there simply isnt much space in my room left.
i was browsing through my sec 1 and sec 2 books when i realised some are pretty stupid. i didnt even really read one page out of the whole home econs book before. it looks completely new. i came across my sewing kit too. there was still the belt inside it.
i saw my sngs diary too. both the sec one and two ones. the sec one diary had alot of scribbling by cordelia and esther. there was little little messages written by mijie pam and rach. there's many more really stupid stuff in there. i was reading my past work too. my handwriting looks really different compared to now.
oh and i found my own personal diary too. i didn touch it for almost a year now. i stop my cleaning to read it and i think i sound so stupid and naive last time. oh man.

self training today with pauline joey jeanne and stella. oh man. stella's like super fit and strong and she looks intimidating too. haha. did alot of footwork exercises today. i needed them desperately anyway. so thanks jeanne for doing it over with me. practised some skills that a goal shooter, GS, have to learn like getting rid of the defender. joey was the defender and she sticks to me like crazy. stella and jeanne were teaching me how to get the ball from the centre and wing attack in the semicircle. i'm still pretty confused abt the whole thing though. hurt my infex and middle fingers of my right hand too. they're fat and swollen now. PAIN.
after training, pauline and i went to vivocity. on the way, we walked out of school with ms low. spent quite a long time on the bus ride. the shopping centre is huge but not THAT huge anyway. quite pretty i guess. but it was a total disappointment at the candy empire. i expected candies all over the shop or sth. hahas. but it was not what i expected to be. saw abigail loh there with her sister.
pauline and i went up the oldest on going ship that stopped at harbourfront. i forgot the name of it. it want very nice i guess. they were selling books on it. we kind of browsed through some books. like eg baby names (: pauline stands for "little" and pauline's friend's name stands for "handsome" hahas. it was funny.

in the morning, i went to taka art friend to get a birthday present. spent quite a long time there because i dont really have an idea what to get anyway. quite dumb isnt it? but i still managed to get something in the end. met up with pauline ltr. i kept showing her the things i bought and asking her if it looks okay anot. i think she thinks im paranoid. haha. ate lunch at coronation plaza and walked back to school. we talked alot the whole day today. about netball, some of her personal stuff and some of my personal stuff. i told her the plot of cast away too. she's erm abit emotional about the plot. almost cried, she said.
before training, we two sat at the grandstand and talked. we practised shooting before the training. did two hundred over shootings. only counting the ones that got in. my wrist hurts after that. training today kind of sucked. disappointed i guess. but i'll work harder next time. my footwork... sigh
pauline said something quite touching after training today. she said something like this, "hmm. it's really good to have jingmin around with us. she cheers us up and makes things around us turn really funny." i was surprised that she said that anyway.

for the first part of the training today, the team went over to delta special school for cip. it's a special school for children of special needs. all we have to do is to teach them all about netball. we had a demo match for them and they started off with their own inter class captain's ball matches.
during break, we walked around the school. there was this guy who came over and said "HI GIRLS!" to us. his friend scolded him chee koh beh after that. we kind freaked out and walked away quickly. but actually they're all quite nice. we played one match with them. they played really rough. i was so scared that the ball will come flying towards my direction. because if it does, the whole group of them will start running towards you.
we left the school at lunch and head over to great world for lunch. nice and generous ms lim treated us to crystal jade. but we still stuff the money in her wallet on the way back to school on her car. haha.
training was really tough. we had to do two rounds sprint for six sets with a resting interval of 4 mins between every sets. for the last set, it was a "surprise for us. no two rounds, but one instead. but we have to run alone. timing taken individually. mine was 1:43 and i definitely didn expect that. but i think what ms yim said was true. the support given by your teammates can really do a difference.
we did ballwork after that. ms yim keeps chanting "FASTER FASTER, JINGMIN! i want to see the power and the strength in your passes." yup i kind of memorised what she said and she's not wrong. i know it's not fast enough but i know i was trying my best already. i guess i just have to work harder.
then we did shooting with the new netball posts. it's the first time we use it. i simply love shooting. it's the most relaxing drills out of all. approaching end of training, ms yim talked to us regarding our weaknesses and the position that we shall take temporarily. i think i have loads of weaknesses. sigh. i've been made the GS and i think it's super pressurising.

okayy, flushed away is a DUMB movie. it's all about toads wanting to flush mice away. but some parts are so retarded that it seems hilarious. luckily it was a stupid movie or else i'll skin esther debra leong alive. she was late for like 40 mins? supposedly to watch it with jingwen but something happened and she cant make it. yeah i read her tag. it's okay, jingwen, it's a dumb movie anyway.
est thinks that we're the oldest kids in the cinema. actually i think so too. everywhere i look, i see little kids. really young ones who scatter popcorns all over the seats. after the movie we went for dinner. that's when est tells me what had been going on in st nicks. cant really remember everything. there's stuff like the red batch is very behind schedule for studies and she told me loads about the new couples in the school. oh and we discussed abit about mijie. apparently she is very worried about her over some matters.
we shopped a little while more but mostly the shops were closed and went home after that. yes one last thing. i saw MISS SHARON PHUA at somerset. i think it's amazing to see her there though she looks out of place. fortunately she dont recognise me as the girl who doesnt sit in a proper feminine manner at the grandstand every morning.