im stuck at home alone with nothing to do at all. ): and it's pretty easy to get reminded of unhappy stuff when you are alone. but the point is i dont even want to think about it. hai.. it's worse when u're crying alone in the room and someone msges you telling you that she's sad too. you try to cheer that person up but instead, you messed things up and said something that made her angry or something. i didn mean to.. this is extremely frustrating. hmm.. shall go drag ben, since he's always smiling and claiming that he's very jiang yi qi, out of his house to cheer me up now ):
