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date/time Sunday, January 01, 2006,11:29:00 AM

2005 just ended.. i was just trying to summarise what happened this year.. there are some stuff that r really memorable..
during the first two terms, i sat beside simin with wan er in front sitting with jingwen. i loved that seat soo much ((: it was just beside the back door and i can look outside e classroom for fun if the lesson was too boring.. it was a superb place because : 1. elee can pass me letters easily from behind 2. i can msg freely from behind (: [but there was once i got caught by mrs cheong. i had to survive without my precious phone throughout the weekend. it was during ramesh's lessons and i rmb he told me that if i were to msg, i should have closed the backdoor.. haha. nice advice] 3. denise, elee, chia and yanzhu can always wave me hi from the back door.. so, i sat around that area for the whole year..
the first half of the year was spent with onyu and her lameness and audrey lai.. the home econs lessons were fun with her though she always complained that i cant cook and i suck at home econs.. btw.. i know that myself.. ): esp sewing.. always had to ask jingwen, drey and onyu for help.. thanks guys.. (: the second half was mostly spent with wan er, simin, nick and jingwen. changed sitting arrangement during the third term... then i sat with joanne, one innocent girl.. feel so bad to "pollute" her.. (: she used to tie her hair in those ways that i once tied when i was in kindergarten.. (my mum's work of course) then i taught her to tie her hair in nicer ways.. and taught her how to deal with some stuff.. i miss the times when we sat at the bench and talked.. until angeline started all her crap abt the two of us.. haha.. it was funny to act as couples with joanne..
then there was wan er to accompany me go through a period of time in the year when i dont feel good. thanks.. (: i still owe her a meal at marche.. if she wasnt there.. i dont think i'll be able to let go of some problems.. it was always fun to tease her abt everything.. her height, her legs and her anbition to be ms low wan er, principal of sng.. haha.. i think i've been a bit too mean.. (: and we always had fun teasing nick and simin.. haha..
band this year wasnt good for me.. many things happened.. there was SYF.. and all this made me dread cca.. it was also because of this i chose to accept the admission to nj. but it was until i realised that i wont have the chance to touch my instru and see everyone in band anymore.. i start to miss it.. but still.. im glad i dont have to go for band anymore.. haha..
this year wasn the best year i ever had.. but i'll still miss it.. (: i loved the fries party with andrea, suu, pam and chia that time.. and thanks den for accompaning me at macs aft band and listening to my problems.. i'll miss those times too.. (:

went to watch wallace and gromit with wan er ytd.. it was really funny.. we laughed the loudest i think.. then we went to eat pastamania.. i added cheese for my pasta and wan er drank some veggie soup.. which makes us wallace and gromit too.. (: she asked me a question that i always avoided to think about it.. i thought abt it and got my answer.. no, i dont miss her.. but i still care for her as a friend.. as how i cared for all my friends.. (: and im satisfied with my ans..

the previous time i took almost half a year to recover.. but this time i used four months.. am i suppose to be proud of myself?