went back to sngs today. sch dismissed at twelve plus so me jolene charlyn and wanyun went island creamery the ice cream place that char and i wanted to check out. the ice cream there is really good (: then me and jolene went to sngs. i went back because it was PAM and MIJIE's birthday. at first we got blocked by the stupid security guard. he didn let us in. then we thought of telling him that we were ex-students from sn. then he let us in.
we went to the classroom block the first person i saw is my twin.. jingwen. i always see her everywhere when i come back. even through the classroom windows. haha. then my clique kind of celebrated their birthday in the canteen. there wasn much celebration actually. i just passed them their presents and ate lunch tgt. the same routine.. they all have cca and slowly one by one pangsei me. haha. ltr went to join the sectionals with elee.. and she told me alot of jokes and they're really funny (:
and finally i saw leonie, whom i havent seen for a long time.. omg.. my heart like totally ache for her now.. when she talked and sat beside me, i really felt like crying.. she's like soo thin and frail now.. i really dont know what happened during the period i wasn with her. i bet alot of things happened.. i shall pray really hard for her.. then elee told me that it had been really a bad year for them.. i felt very guilty for leaving st nicks. really. especially when leonie told me she missed me during this period of time. those few words are just so heart-piercing )):
during the whole sectional practice, elee was updating me abt the stuff gg on in sch esp in band (: sectional practices still seemed the same as before. maybe a bit more relax. (maybe that was becos i was sitting with elee and not rina.) i was sitting there trying to imagine myself still sitting there every week trying to practise my clarinet for another two more years. and honestly, i dont know how did i survive thru the last two years..