i so so need someone to whine to now. since nobody's at home, i shall whine to my blog then. (: i suffered so so much today. by just playing captain's ball with my class which includes the guys.. and they lead to my sufferings man. i was just trying to play a game of captain's ball. approaching the end of the game, i was quite near lynna, the chairman. and very very unfortunately, i got the ball at tt very moment and tt very location where the guys get more agitated becos they want to score badly. i remembered passing the ball to charlyn or fudi then someone dont know flew out of somewhere and pushed me. i practically flew i think. OUCH! yupp. then my knee now has four BIG bruises all together plus one more on the face and two skin scratched on my wrist and shoulders. this is the most injuries i ever got by one fall i think. and it has been very fortunate to only have a scratch on the face, considering that i landed on my eye and i was wearing contacts btw. previously, i sprained minorly on both ankle and toe during pe. i have phobia towards pe now.. ):

and i realised sth. i know i felt like crying cos it's like everything was so painful at tt moment and i would have started crying if it was last time. but no tears came. something or someone stopped me. i think i have just learnt to stop relying on you.