you gave me strength to overcome all those past problems.
i shifted my attention on those problems onto you instead.
you gave me strength to face my worst fears.
because you were associated with my worst fears. i could not not face you.
you gave me strength to overcome my illness quickly.
because i thought i'll be your burden.
you gave me strength to walk further even after one whole tiring day.
i thought you were my responsibility.
you gave me strength so i do not cry in front of others.
because you managed to drain my tears every night.
you gave me strength to break somebody else's heart.
because i could not scrape you off my mind.

but all of what i thought wasnt true.