you made me realized that I missed out many things in the past. If I hadn’t make a fuss over little matters we would have been very good friends. The tears we shed in the past could have easily been turned into laughter and joy. I am sorry really sorry.

I hate myself for missing out so much in life. my life seemed to be full of holes and empty spaces. it just feels as if everything i have are slowly being taken away from me. there are so much stuff stuck in my mind which i cant get it out and i cant tell anyone about it. because i know that everyone have their own problems and i am not the only one having problems in life.