my crazy phone went mad by shutting off and switching itself on non-stop today. that's not all. i went into the inbox much later after the phone stop going haywire and guess wad, all my precious smses are all gone. msges from people i treasure so much is all gone. even the ones that i had not bear the delete since long time ago were gone. it's like even when i miss something or someone, i cant open the msges and read them all over again like what i had been doing since like two years ago? argh. i simply hate my phone now. i should just keep swinging it in my fingers which i always do and hope i "accidentally" fling it out of my fingers and let it smash against the wall or something and it'll break into million of pieces. it doesnt matter cos there's no more things inside it for me to hold on anymore.

sometimes i really hope there is an "undo" button in my life