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date/time Saturday, September 30, 2006,11:35:00 PM
a quick post before i turn in:had a study session with ben today since his exams are round the corner too and spent the whole day in the library excluding the little trips when we went out to get something to eat. oh yes i admit that i am not eating well lately and not eating much. i think it's mainly due to the stress. but i do eat in school. wanyun and xiuhui can verify that. it's just simply that i dont eat at home and outside. my parents seem to be staring at my food when i eat to make sure i finish at least half of it. mum, bro and i were eating macs ytd when suddenly he asked me if im anorexic. oh pls. im too greedy to survive without food. okay the study session was pretty fruitful i guess. i managed to understand a little bit more on chemistry with ben's help. i didn know he was that good in chem. hmmi cant believe you told someone else i was the one asking and you had turned me down. now i finally realise that wasnt what i really wanted deep inside me though i thought i wanted it and surprisingly i wasnt upset at all. instead from that i finally realise that i have to move on and to start loving another and you're not the one i used to love anymore. now you're no longer mine and im no longer yours . but i'll still see you as a friend, a good friend that once made me happy for that short period of time. hope you'll treat me this way too. so now i'll walk away from you but i'll still be praying for you.
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Jovina.
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