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date/time Saturday, April 14, 2007,10:42:00 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGWEN! Attended jingwen's birthday party tonight. thanks for the invite, jingwen! (: it was at downtown east chalet. she provided loads of food which i seriously cant afford to take much of it. yeah i went with huiwei and we sat there and talked about almost everything. from school to class to friends. i'm coming to realise that i'm not that happy with my class after all. is it really we're exluding ourselves away from the class or is the other way round? anyway the match yesterday was good for ONLY first 4 quads. i dont feel like mentioning anything after that seriously. sometimes i really feel that you don't treasure this friendship at all. i feel that you just want me to listen to you more than you'll listen to me. when i try telling you how upset i feel, you'll tell me how minor my problems are compared to yours. you want me to apologise first and humour you till you're satisfied when you're angry with me or faking that you are. you like to put me down so you'll seem more superior. you like to criticise me and my stuff whenever you like and feel like it. i feel that you think that many others are of lower capabilites than you. you werent like this before. did i do something wrong to bring that change of attitude of yours towards me? if i did, i'm sorry. but i'm so tired of humouring you just because i don't want to lose you, my friend. you know that i couldnt more or less depend on anybody else except you.
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Jovina.
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