sheesh i left my school uniform at kallang netball centre. i dont think i can get it back. oh wells ):

today's not my day. it's just one of those times when you dont want to be a girl. ahh never mind.

didnt do much for trainings lately because nationals is approaching and there's no time for the ips now. i know and i understand. it's just that sometimes i feel that instead of going down and not doing much, i would like to put that time into my studies. apparently i doze off many times a day during lessons and i dont understand what some subjects are all about now. yeah i know nationals is approaching and we have to endure it and everything will be better after that. but it's just very difficult for me to catch up after that when in the first place i'm not that good with studies and i'm quite dumb as you can see.

and will you please not let me feel even more frustrated with my life now than i'm already are. thank you