i was just trying to dig out my spectacle box from my drawer when i saw this letter buried down there. i read it okay i reread it. it says so much about some human's undesirable behaviour and how easily i let really minor and insignificant stuff affect me so much in the past. i shant say who was it from because it really doesnt matter. you know when someone tells you "hey you're my really bestest best friend!" or "i really love you" yes you'll be really glad the first few moments. but don't you think it'll give you a greater pain next time when you know those statements do not valid anymore? sometimes i really don't understand how some people can just say the three words so easily. what if one day the relationship ends abruptly and while thinking back, won't you rather they hadn't said "i really care for you" stuff because once again i'll wonder if it's real all along.

oh wells that's just my personal views...

anyway let's play a game.

- who knows you the best? -

choose ten statements about yourself. 5 of them are true while the other 5 are false. Can your friends identify the 5 false ones?

1) i like the sound when someone crack their fingers or bones *CRACK.
2) i was a dancer in primary school days.
3) lizards disgust me more than cockroaches.
4) when i'm stressed, unlike most people who indulge themselves with more food, i eat even lesser.
5) i was a long-distance runner and never a sprinter.
6) I have a pink zen neeon mp3 player which i'll feel empty going out without it.
7) I can multi-task well.
8)when it comes to small kids, i prefer the boys to the girls.
9) i am a computer idiot.
10) i still have my small baby bolster with me which i sleep with every night.

this is pretty lame huh. i'm just bored okay haha