i've been thinking about subject combi and it's really giving me a headache. biology or physics? come on, i always wanted to become a doctor since i was ten or eleven? but now i'm having second thoughts about it. and grey's is not exactly helping either. why do i want to be a doc? my answer was probably because it's glamorous when i was ten. then it became "i really want to ease the pain of others" when i was fourteen. now? i'm afraid i can't make it. all the "you're not from RJ, means that you have to work double hard to get in medicine" sort of stuff really bring the morale low. and i really dont want myself to end up in nowhere since taking bio only can most likely either end you up at dentistry, medicine or pharmacy. the whole engineering faculty is totally out of the picture. taking up physics also implies that your chances of getting in medicine is left with that teeny weeny bit. yes i'm stuck with this big dilemma. help me out please somebody. anybody?

hey you. all friendly and nice online but always giving me that you dont give a damn look when i see you in school. i was trying to be nice, wanting to be a friend. and is that all i'm getting? really, stop acting cool.

ooookay it's sixteen oct again. four years. time flies really fast. and i didn't go east coast today. great or what?