yes i know that your posts aren't directed to me anymore. yes i also know that your three words do not belong to me anymore. i'm no longer the one that floods your inbox, screw your phone bills. i know that it's not you that's special to me anymore. it's the feeling you gave me that matters. i dont miss you but i miss that.

my life isnt all that lousy but it still suck. people around me just seems to get whatever they want so easily. yes you have it and i dont. and i'll really appreciate it if you stop rubbing it in.

this is such a bitchy post. sorry. but it's just one of those days i want to talk to someone but there's noone exactly to talk to because noone really really really cares. seriously do you really?