alright i managed to survive today. it was hard but time does helps heal the wounds. went out today because i can't stand staying at home it just makes me feel worse. i needed something or someone to stay by my side and keep me distracted. yeap so i went out with xiuhui today. i figured that she's one of my favourite people to hang out with when i'm upset though all she does is to keep chanting "it's okay..." but yeah she still cheers me up. so yeah we shopped around in town and i got myself new adidas perfume. so i gonna smell different from tomorrow onwards haha. tomorrow gonna be a brand new day for us.