i can't imagine my life without trainings, without netball. fours years ago i decided to join NJC netball. it's one of the best decisions i ever made (if i had even made any). teammates come and go every year. but i share a very different memory and experience with every single one of them. those girls are the ones who braved through all those tough trainings with me after all. it hurts me the most to think that every single match i play now maybe the last time i get to play with the current team, the last time i get to play as a nj netballer, or maybe even the last time i get to play an official match of netball. life in nj wouldn't have been the same without netball. seriously. i'm going to cherish the upcoming wednesday match. no matter the outcome, i'll play my own best game of netball. because i really want to thank my coaches for shaping me into a much better shooter than what i was a year ago. they taught me to love netball. and this wednesday, i'll show them how much it means to me.