People don't leave for no reason. They just don't spell it out. Because it's hard to say. And you have no clue. Because you're the reason. And you have no clue. Because you're too busy blaming people for leaving.
Nationals has ended for us. though results aren't good, i have no regrets or whatsoever. i love to train because i love the sport. (hmm maybe not that much for the fitness part haha) so i don't think time was wasted in any ways. it was a fruitful season i feel, for me personally. i agree with ms tng, we've all grown to love the sport more. looking back, i'm just glad that i have a basket of good old memories to bring it along as life proceeds on to the next stage.
sometimes i feel old already. it's time to settle down and study and make proper life decisions. i just shared with my dad that i may want to go overseas to study since the course i want isn't offered in local. at first i thought they'll disapprove it, thinking i'm still their immature youngest daughter. but they were supportive. my dad even suggest that i should go australia instead of US or UK since my aunt is there and she can take care of me. i don't really enjoy making life decisions because i think that i always make the wrong decisions. so let's just see how things go. see how my results will turn out and how it will lead me to somewhere i'm destined to go. haha.
