we had cip at bukit view primary school this afternoon. i really enjoyed my time doing such brainless activity like painting. take a break from all that mugging. we had to paint this wall as part of our cip project which aims to advocate causes like protecting the environment via green efforts. see that nice blue section right beside the recycle bins? i painted that section. it's a nice shade of blue. i like it (: yupp it's not finished yet. but it soon will. by next week (: but it kind of remind me of my art pieces when i was back in primary school hah.


i drew 3 smiley faces on my 3 bruises so that they will heal faster. and i think they did (:

i really dislike the current situation of my life now. it's the time when all crucial choices are to be made. do i want to go UK/australia to study? what do i want to study? am i going to apply for a scholarship? which scholarship to apply? do i really want to get bonded to that company? argh there's so many questions and no certain answers for any yet. Looking at my sucky common test results i wonder if i'll even do well for As. i hate uncertainty in life and i hate making choices, all for one reason: i always make the wrong ones.