i feel bored everyday. Going out doesn't excite me as much as it does when i was still working then.

I guess when you have all the time and freedom to do something, that something just doesn't seem interesting to you anymore. It's like when you can't own that something, you'll cherish it more. When you own it, you'll cherish it less. That's humans for you.

Training yesterday was a painful, tiring yet fun one for me. That 'caterpillar' two rounds may seem easy for joey they all but it really sucked for me in the end. I shouldn't have tried to speed up all the way. Kinda blacked out for a few moments. It just feels that oxygen can't reach my brain fast enough.

so now my body is aching all over! :(