Being comfortable is not necessarily a bad thing. It is the time when you can just be yourself in front of him. Some couples take this period to grow their relationship together while some let it grow distance between them. Distance grows especially when you take your partner for granted.
After thinking it through, I think I'm wrong. I don't think you're taking me for granted nor am I taking you for granted. Instead, I think that we're growing to be comfortable with one another. Yes, being comfortable is not necessarily wrong. But maybe we're just went into the comfortable stage a little too fast before I even realised it.
We spent almost every single day together. Before I close my eyes every night, you're the last person I see. When I open my eyes every morning, you're the first one I see too. Don't take me wrong, I love it. In fact, I want it to stay this way as long as possible.
When something hilarious or crappy happens in the day, I want to first share it with you and I know you'll share your day with me too. Be it, the stupid computing classes or the difficult quiz that week. You'll tell me about it eventually at the end of the day. We may no longer message as frequently as before, but we both know that we'll still manage to find out what each other had been up to during the day. you'll be there to listen and I will be there to hear you out.
You annoy me sometimes but you'll sit me down to talk through it. I don't like to do that but i have to admit that that is good for our relationship. but i realized i can't put my points clearly across verbally. so i think i'm going to write it down here. after our really long talk at canteen A that day, I think things improved between us. I am trying hard to change and you have no idea how happy I am when you recognize my effort. But sometimes i wish you'll stop telling me how nice you are to me and how mean i am to you. Maybe i did say or did some nasty stuff. but instead of hearing those, i'll love to hear you say that I treat you well instead because I know that i do. i think our problem here is that we both individually think that we're giving in to this relationship more than the other party. often you're telling me how much better you treat me than the way i'm treating you (be it jokingly or not), or how much more you're giving in to me than you ever gave in to anyone before. now i'm telling you i'm doing the same as well. and therefore maybe that's why when you joke that i don't put in that effort, it really upsets me.
well. all in all, we are not doing all these to become strangers, again. we are doing all these because we cherish this relationship and we want it to work.
